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Name: Erin Country: United States State: Ohio Metro: Ashland Birthday: 10/18/1984 Gender: Female
Interests: God, Youth Ministry, Rubik's Cube, Acoustic Guitar, Singing, Song Writing, Lutheran Student Movement, Lutheran World Relief, Youth Encounter, Campfires, Softball, Sleeping Under the Stars, Bufallo Wild Wings, Camping, Chipotle, Starbucks, Road Trips, Quality Time Occupation: Student
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9/11/2005
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| I've moved. For real this time. (And I'm not just talking about my geographical change of location to Fremont, Ohio.) Find me here: http://erinsatterlee.wordpress.com Goodbye Xanga. | | |
| So, call it bipolar, but I'm moving back to esatt.net for the summer. So go keep up with me during my time at camp. Then leave comments. Then send me mail. 
Oaks of Righteousness
They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor. Isaiah 61:3
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| so, i think it's incredible how God has his ways of reassuring us when we're not sure of ourselves. i recently picked up My Utmost for His Highest, the classic by Oswald Chambers for some daily devotional time since i've been home. i picked up right in the middle at may 6th when i got home and have been trying to read each day's entry. anyways, i'll get back to that in a minute.
last night i took a huge risk and layed myself out on the line. i left him a letter that was going to be intended for later in the summer, but i really felt like God was telling me to just get it done now. the waiting now sucks, though, and there have been a few times today when i've questioned what i did last night. and then, this:
Take the Initiative May 10
"Add" means that there is something we have to do. We are in danger of fogetting that we cannot do what God does, and that God will not do what we can do. We cannot save ourselves or sanctify ourselves, God does that; but God will not give us good habits, He will not give us character, He will not make us walk aright. We have to do all that ourselves, we have to work out the salvation God has worked in. "Add" means to get into the habit of doing things, and in the initial stages it is difficult. To take the initiative is to make a beginning, to instruct yourself in the way you have to go.
Beware of the tendency of asking the way when you know it perfectly well. Take the initiative, stop hesitating, and take the first step. Be resolute when God speaks, act in faith immediately on what He says, and never revise your decisions. If you hesitate when God tells you to do a thing, you endanger your standing in grace. Take the initiative, take it yourself, take the step with your will now, make it impossible to go back. Burn your bridges behind you - "I will write that letter"; "I will pay that debt." Make the thing inevitable.
We have to get into the habit of hearkening to God about everything, to form the habit of finding out what God says. If when a crisis comes, we instinctively turn to God, we know that the habit has been formed. We have to take the initiative where we are, not where we are not.
how about that for reassurance?
so now, i'll wait.
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| i'm having a really hard time being at home right now. what are the chances that we will ever again have a real conversation? will i ever be able to go out in public again without feeling like i need to avoid all of the places where we used to hang out? or without fearing that i'll run into you?
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| So, in case you didn't know. I recently started updating esatt.net again. So, you should go there. There's good (current) stuff to read. Enjoy it while it lasts.
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